>>262798772
Honestly I don't even know how anyone could be so deluded to think (You) could ever hope to compete. Semi is prettier, sexier, more clever, and more experienced than (You) are. She has a rapport with this guy. (You) are just some womanlet who's desperate to get the attention of a cute boy. (You)r affections aren't just worthless, they're fucking sad. Just a dumb girl. Semi has a history with men, she's a queen bee, she could have just about any guy she wants, and still the only man she ever truly wanted, ever loved, is this guy. Her love is actually worth something, and yet she never offered it to anyone. But now she offers it wholeheartedly to someone at no benefit to herself. That's devotion (You) can't offer.
Let's be real, (You) should just abandon hope. (You) can't win this. Either you can forget about it and move on, or (You) can simmer in the knowledge that the better girl beat (You) across the finish line by the time (You) entered the race.